Tuesday, September 06, 2011

Been a couple weeks since my last blog. A lot can happen in a couple weeks.
A lot can happen in a couple days.

As some of you can tell from my facebook posts (and Troy’s as well), my most current relationship has come to a close.
I’ll pause here and allow you all to gasp, cough, and choke.

Troy and I had a fantastic relationship spanning over the last year. Some of you watched it unfold. You all commented on how disgusting I had become.
And yes, it was all sincere, every last bit of it.

And regardless of whether or not the relationship could have continued to thrive, it was me who ultimately decided that we should go our separate ways.
And now you’re all scratching your heads.

I wish I had an entire host of answers for you. Answers for Troy.
But I don’t.

I could go on and on with detail, but for once, I feel that a little privacy (for the both of us) can go a long way. For once, I won’t air my grievances to the world.

Some would say it’s because I’m ashamed.
But I’m not. I have nothing to be ashamed of, no matter what may be said.
I know in my heart that I have made the right decision, and done right by Troy and myself.
That hasn’t made it any easier, mind you.
The “right thing” is typically the hardest thing to do. And trust me, it has been.

So with that I’ll leave you, and go back to my homework, my slobbery sleeping companion Anselmo, the sound of Dawson snoring through the monitor, and my thoughts.

Have a good night all.